I don’t think that your friend should tear you down. i think if they are your true i want them to know when i am hurting. Just jump on the bus and see your
best friend in pain. if that is how you treat your friend then you don’t derive them. I have friends and had friends. you have to learn how to let go if it is not working. i had a friend we were going great. Then balm…… no more friendship. I was happy because then i got to see her true colors. that she was just like the others. something better comes and she dumps you. I don’t blend in. i don’t stand out. I be myself and that’s all i care. The best part of this is that she thinks she is brave but do you know how she told me………… she text ed it to me. She thought she was the better person and braver person. YEA THAT’S BRAVE! i told her that she was not the bigger person because she texted to me. Bravery is not being a jerk to everyone and make yourself look tough it is not that. You don’t want to be remember as the jerk. who swearer at everyone. You want to be remember as nice and stand up for herself and someone else. not just laugh. One word can go a long way.
If you don’t care. You won’t love and you will be alone forever. Do you want that? No you don’t no one does but it is your choices that make that. Don’t blame anyone else. Only you. When you get in a fight And you see the other person hurting. If it is your fault you should go up and sorry for the things you did. If you say sorry for the things you said you are free of saying sorry and they have to now. If they don’t and never do. Is it worth keeping them as a friend? If they can’t see you hurting. What’s the point. I think they see it but they don’t want to worry about it. So they keep blowing it off until you are gone and that’s when you wished you said sorry. After the first time it is just a mistake but I really don’t think there should be a first time for not saying sorry. You should live and learn from your mistakes but some people don’t. You think they would care but no. After awhile people will stop trying and one after one you seeing them leaving. You can’t do anything to stop them because they are to stubborn too. They all give up. All is left is her to clean up the mess she made. Would she just leave it there and not try at all or would she try but she doesn’t know how. She doesn’t want anyone to care about her and she doesn’t care. I think it is better to care too much than not at all.
You Know if you can’t be truthful to someone and they ask us this pretty and if you say no they get all mad. Is better to lie to them? They walk around with a bad hair. I don’t get it if you don’t want anyone to say it doesn’t look good don’t say anything about it. If you work really hard on it and then your boss doesn’t like it. Are you just going to keep on quitting until you have a boss that lies to you. If people don’t say they don’t like it. You won’t learn or grow. You will just stay in one place and you won’t move. When it is on you like act like why are you getting mad and I didn’t ask but i don’t get mad. It is annoying when someone thinks they look good in everything. Hair color all clothes all. That just make you full of yourself so one someone says they don’t like it is because of that. They are full of there self
Daisy and little huckle. they are both really cute. Daisy is 3 years old and huckle is 7 years. When huckle is outside he doesn’t act like he is 7 years old. he acts like he is young again. you would love that feeling that you were young and not a care in the world. All you had to think about is you. not what someone thinks about you. When you were little you just did what you want or didn’t want without affecting others. Now everyone cares what other people think of you. WHO CARES just be yourself thats all if people don’t like who you are. You don’t need them. You can have someone who likes who you are really.